[just wrote a lot in my journal for the first time in quite a while and I would like to reiterate some (or all) of that here. it's messy but it's honest.]
I’m finally feeling that fire again. The passion in my heart that has motivated me to do things I never ever ever thought I could do. Lately I’ve been feeling frustrated, exhausted, and dissatisfied. I’m working for a corporation and about to be in $2,000 of debt (which is absolutely laughable compared to a lot of people my age – I should not be worried). So I’ve been in this “trapped” feeling, like I’m here and I have to be here and I’m not happy about it, but what can I do?
but it doesn’t have to feel that way. because I can still own my life while working for someone else. I can still play by my rules. and so what if I’m in a little bit of debt? it’s only temporary, I just need to keep rolling and building cashflow.
it is spring again and I am so ready to bloom into myself, to be all me and to love who I am wholely and completely.
I want to get back into blogging, to writing my heart out on paper and on keys, to photographing the beauty that surrounds me, to exploring and loving all that life has to offer.
I’m ready to own my mornings, my evenings, my weekends. ready to wake up early with the sun, with that fire glowing in my heart, and carry that full, elated passion through my day.
you don’t have to be a slave to a system you don’t love. you can do whatever you want, you just have to be strong.